Of enjoyment out of exploiting me in a few different ways. But looking back, there was one girl particularly who got quite a lot I was innocent and hadn’t experienced many manipulators or bulliesīefore. Although unfortunately I had not learnt all my lessons for For those I care about, I would give my blood, I just wish I could have my time again. To those who I've hurt I'm honestly sorry. If you're not worth anything, your actions are harmless. The never ending darkness is both terrifyingly deadly, and somehow nurturing. Uncertain of direction, movement is cautious and slow. My body holds itself under the water, gravitating above the hurtful concrete floor somewhat in limbo. For the most part my head is not immersed in water. The icy air gushing in and out of my lungs keeping me alive and making me feel alive in what is a lifeless period. The purity of the color black accompanied by a silence as calm as the mirroring surface of a still lake, reflecting the darkness into eternity in an infinite loop. Now I'm faced with the scare of implosion and failure. In the wake of possibly my worst fuck up to date, I'm left with an entree of hatred, main course of devastation with a side of regret and finally, a dessert of heartache. Write this I wonder what Freud would say, or how this has affected me to this She was never gone for long, separation anxiety I put it down to. Short periods screaming out to Mum, pleading her to come back or take me with Reason behind the hours I spent over my childhood unattended in the car for
Knowledge) would be to violently apply the hand break. The only way I could stop it (to the extent of my then driving That Mum left me in the car momentarily and it rolled dangerously away along In fact that car is theĬentrepiece of many of my early childhood memories. This day I recognise the hubcaps that car wore. It was a dark red 198-something Toyota Gemini still to That I must have been around 6 otherwise Mum wouldn’t have let me sit in theįront seat of the car. I don’t remember how old I was but I know My earliest philosophical recollectionĭates back to early in my childhood. Hollow, fragile, an enormity of nothingness. Attest to the spiritual strength the structure once bred, the spire, also showing significant signs of imminent death, survived. The roof collapsed and the nave was all but rubble. During a strategically planned air raid, St Nicholas' Church was bombed, seemingly devastatingly. On Wednesday, July 28th, 1943 St Nicholas' Church was on the receptive end of this devilish breath of violence.īeing a prominent feature in a destructive country, the church became an obvious physical and psychological target of the Allied Air Forces. A devilish breath of violence distorts and mangles the picture of beauty. The soft white purity ribboning skyward to a gentle dissolving future. A gentle stream of uninterrupted smoke leeching from the wick of a freshly snubbed candle. This edition of Poe’s The Imp of the Perverse is specially formatted with a Table of Contents and is illustrated with over a dozen pictures of Poe, his residences, his wife, and more.St Nicholas' Church, Hamburg. Of course, that's a common thing in Poe stories, as it is in this one. The Imp of the Perverse was a widely used metaphor in the 19th century to explain when a person does the exact wrong thing simply because they can. Many of his works are generally considered part of the dark romanticism genre, a literary reaction to transcendentalism, which Poe strongly disliked. His most recurring themes deal with questions of death, including its physical signs, the effects of decomposition, concerns of premature burial, the reanimation of the dead, and mourning.
Poe's best known fiction works are Gothic, a genre he followed to appease the public taste. Poe and his work appear throughout popular culture in literature, music, films, and television today, and the NFL’s Baltimore Ravens got their name from his most famous poem.
Poe and his works influenced literature in the United States and around the world, as well as in specialized fields, such as cosmology and cryptography. Long before Sherlock Holmes became famous, Poe invented the genre of detective fiction and contributed to science fiction. Part of the American Romantic Movement, Poe is best known for his tales of mystery and the macabre, and Poe was one of the earliest American practitioners of the short story. The circumstances surrounding his untimely death are still unknown, as is what made him tick. Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1849) is one of America’s greatest and most dark and mysterious writers.
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